rot the whole day
stare the whole day
stone the whole day
emo the whole day..

haiz.. tears is out of control again today.. haiz..

anyway.. my family shuting all tis sae i lost weight.. look skinner.. i dun feel that but mayb is bcoz of u that cause to mi lost weight.. i should thank you for helping mi lost weight.. is bcoz i look 憔悴 that y u all sae i lost weight ba..

tml going to see doctor.. then afternoon then going back to SP with my housemate in aussie (xiaoying, michelle & bernard) for lunch.. duno got event aft tt anot.. todae rot n emo the whole day.. i guess i realli need to keep myself busy so that i wun think of u.. as long as i got nth to do.. or even if i got things to do.. u r always in my mind.. everything is u inside.. i guess i shouldn't be coming back SG de.. it become worse.. there is nth that can be done.. nothing will solve tis or will improve the situation now.. haiz.. dunno la.. should be slping early.. tml haf to go see doctor le.. go alone.. but guess is good to be alone at times n be independent ba.. but alone means will think of u.. haiz.. duno.. but dun think u will think of mi or will miss mi ba.. yup.. coz there is someone else u will miss ba.. ok.. stop thinking.. stop emo-ing.. haiz...