250cc and below =pPpP

almost 1 week nv blog le..
been a busy week i guess..
on the 22nd night xueting was here in Brisbane.
then 23rd we went to Gold Coast..
went to Harbour Town to shop..
went to Surfer Paradise..
then at night xueting flied back SG le..

24th (Fri) went for my bike lesson (shhh..)
is already my 3rd lesson =x
heez..
is kind of expensive ($270 per lesson) to learn here
but is faster to get a license here =)
and i'm glad to tell u guys..
i got my Queensland bike license =)
250cc and below.. =)
heez..
but then must wait for 6 months then go back SG to convert my license..
so HAPPY..
but then my parents dun know (shhh...)

i fell during my 2nd day..
and got bruises all over my right leg..
then for the 3rd day.
i fell too..
i thought i won't get my license le..
got to spend another $270 le..
but i got it =)
i got my license..
but i also got bruises on my left leg this time..
on my ankle/veins.
which is so damn painful..
but i guess is worth it..

that night went Reiji too..
is clubbing..
but as usual..
i don't dance..
i just sit and drink and watch others..
haha..
i still prefer chilling out ba..
not dancing for me please..
but as usual..
some will get high..
some wil get drunk..
so the others will take care of them..

25th went to eat at Mt Gravatt..
eat some asian food..
to celebrate Yan Hao's birthday..
we all got him a Timberland jacket as present..

26th (sunday) was a lazy day..
slpt till late afternoon..
then got up to went to the valley to return the rented car..

27th(monday)
never go to school..
due to diarrohea..
rest at home..
then at night went to ShiJian hse to give him a birthday surprise..
the present the housemates gave was very cute and nice..

28th (today)

didnt go to school too..
was sick..
sian..
flu..
sore throat..
fever..?
haiz..
just felt so sick..
tired..
going to rest soon le..
haben been doing any lab work lately..
got to make up the time lost..
haiz..

cleaned my room.. tired..

just finish wasing my clothes plus cleaning up my room..
clear a lot of unwanted stuff..
unwanted paper..
my parcel finally arrived..
after so so long..
it was send on 8th sept..
by sea post..
thanks to my brother's choice to post..
it took 1.5 months to reach..

my ankle brace is here le..
but i had already played my ASEAN netball games..
so is not useful now..
but shampoo and stuff is useful..
cant find them here..

is already 2.35 am le..
super tired.
later got to do lab work again..
and XUETING will be in Brisbane later =)
Thurs will be a Gold Coast Day and mayber DFO =)
is a SHOPPING DAY =)
heez..

cant do anything..!!

in uni
in lab now..
but i cant do my experiment..
i'm suppose to do contact angle de..
but then i just cant save the image lorz..
super sian..
now dunno what to do..
cant restart the computer
coz no password for the computer..
super sian 1/2..
haiz..
got to start print journals and reading them le..
i need to get my facts right..
need to know my basic..
need to know what am i doing and stuff..
haiz..

duno should go home now anot..
just reach sch not long ago lorz..
sian sian sian..
super sian.. haiz..
even intended to come back sch tml de..
but then seems like i cant do anything much..
sian la..
how..??

CRUMPLER BAGS =)

i bought 2 crumpler bags yesterdae =x
don't ask me why..
i will just tell you cause i like it..
and is slightly cheaper in aussie than in singapore..

i added 2 new crumpler bags to my Crumpler collection..
2 new PURPLE bags into my PURPLE crumpler collection =x
heez..

bought 1 shoulder bag..
is called HEADAITCH (medium size)..
Purple colour =)
is limited edition..
plus i dun see purple colour on SG website..

then bought another sling bag..
is kind of similar to my that crumpler bag (BARNEY RUSTLE BLANKET)..
but this one is called HOAX.
actually i wanted to get the black/yellow one..
that i saw on the website..
but when i enter the crumpler stop in city..
i first saw that Purple colour de..
which is not shown in the website of crumpler..
Purple again..
but the purple is realli realli very nice and different..
i got the trouble with choosing the Purple or the Black..

end up i close eyes, back faced ziyang they all..
then i just choose left or right..
end up i choose the Purple one..
fated =)
haha..
somemore i find the purple very nice =)
heez..
ok..

photos will be up soon =)

cant wait to start using the bag..
but abit 不舍得..
is just too nice..
heez..

GOLD....!!!!

yeah..
our girls team won the ASEAN Netball game..
We won Malaysia, Brunei & Indonesia..
and we got GOLD medal =)

Basketball guys got 2nd..
lost to Malaysia...
Soccer guys draw with Malaysia
and lost to Brunei...
they also got 2nd...

it was fun playing with those girls..
so fun to play netball again..
feel so nice..
juz love the feeling of playing on court..
and intercepting balls =)

emo emo emo...

got back my Research Proposal result..
emo emo emo..
haiz..
it was not as good as i expected..
the comments given were also very bad..
haiz..
haben talk to ian gentle abt it yet..
but is just emo la..
tot i could do better..
tot i could have higher marks to better mi in the future..
but then..
it just wasn't that good..

emo emo emo..
super affected by the comments and feedback given..
haiz..
super emo..

ok.. watever..
doing my lab work now..
got to stay till 10 plus 11 tonite le..
tml early morning still got to wake up..
got important stuff to attend..

haiz..
dunno la..
super emo..

emo emo emo..


sometime i do think..
am i important at all..?
got me no me still the same..
just someone who add on to the number..
.... .... .....

sometime....

it was a "happening" 'mid-sem break' last week..
'mid-sem break' which i dun have but those that i know
mostly are having their break..
ziyang they all (chemical engineering students) went to Sydney for field trip
while i'm still in brisbane..
going to sch daily coz no break.
mean got to do lab..

been doing quite a number of stuff
and kept myself occupied..
last week..
i been staying in lab till late..
like 9 plus 10 pm..
sometime even later..
then sometime make up my mind wanna bring stuff home to do le
like update my lab book and seminar note book..
but i nv done any last week =x
coz i'm jio-ed for mahjong always..
so wanna do work end up not doing any..
it was tiring coz play till late night/early morning
then next day wake up at 8 plus 9 am go sch do lab work..
but i'm great that my week was occupied..
meaning that i'm still able to "survive"..
(dun bother if this sentence make no sense to you)
still watch my taiwanese show..
still got half way to go..
but then dun think will be able to finish them soon..

have training on sat..
it was fine..
i umpired in the 1st 4 quarter..
a full 40 min game (10 min per quarter).
actually back in SG is always 15 min per quarter..
aft that 4 quarter then i played for 3 more quarter..
it was fun..
although i can't realli shoot now =x
plus the netball here is different quality from SG..
lighter and softer..

hmm..
this coming sat (11th Oct) is the ASEAN netball games..
hope that we can play well..
although i dun realli think we can win =x
haha..
but then just enjoy the game ba..
got to wear RED on fri (opening ceremony)..
coz Singapore colour is red..
hmm..
but then Indonesia is playing too..
their counrtry colour is also red rite =x
hmm.. make no sense..
and i dun realli have much red colour clothing..
sian 1/2..

sat night was also xiaoying's 21st birthday celebration at her house..
the usual people were invited..
so is just among us..
ian left early coz of work..
we just chit chat..
take photos..
watch tv and stuff..

left at 11pm like that for KTV session with barry they all..
a new place..
is at Woollongabba.. (i think is spell like that ba)
long time nv go KTV le..
nv realli sing alot alot..
coz got 10 of us..
then all of us sing de..
but we do have chitchat session among those who are not singing..
and we also got PK session..
compete among household to see who sing better..
haha..

anyway i sign up for something 'happening'
to me is happening coz i always wanted to do that..
but i know back in singapore i wun have the chance to do that..
so i just sign up here..
hope everything goes fine..
cant say what is it now..
coz i scare words will spread..
and i'll kena 'gan'/scold..
hmm.. when things are alright le.. then let you ppl know..
wish me good luck ya..
hope no one find out..
wanna keep it low profile..
some of you guys here know what is it about..
but then just keep it to urself ya..
dun sabotage me can le..

alright.. still in sch doing lab..
reach sch at 8.10am todae..
is the super early time for me le..
anyway..
most likely going to stay in lab till 9 plus 10 pm..
experiment still running.
cant stop half way de..
not suppose to be in sch for more than 12 hours de.
but todae realise my solutions not enough to run my experiment
so got to make more..
then drag n drag..
haiz..
luckily todae no seminar if not stay till even later..
so far record is stay in sch till 12.15am (midnight)
haha..
i did have an entry on for that day =)

ok.. got to save..
cant spend that much anyway..
been eating out often now..
coz work end late..
lazy to cook n wash..
plus by the time i reach home is late le..
the food also dun taste nice le..



sometime i just feel lost..
cause i don't know where i'm standing..
and it feels that i'm standing alone..
i guess i'm starting to fall in love with loneliness..
being alone..

sometime..
we just don't know what we want..
sometime..
we do know what we want
but..
we just don't wanna say it out and accept it..
and maybe not wanting to hurt others..

sometime..
i really wish
i wasn't given any choices..
cause i can never choose when i don't know what i want.
(e.g. choosing place to eat unless i have carving for certain food)
(esp. when i was given 2 choices that i also want but don't mind whichever)
sometime..
i really wish
i was given a choice..
so that i don't need to just accept the only choice given..

sometime..
i really wish..
there is someone who can choose for me
when he/she knows i'm in dilemma..
when he/she knows i really don't mind any choice choosen..
when he/she knows i really got no idea which to go for and i'm confused..

sometime..
i really wish..
there is someone out there..
who know when to choose for me..
and when to let me choose..
but..
most of the time..
i know..
such a person doesn't exist..
maybe he/she does..
but i never met he/she yet..
or maybe he/she does exist..
but..
already pass-by my life..

sometime..
i reallywish..
wishes will really come true..
sometime..
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haiz...
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