time to wake up...

time to wake up totally and stop thinking that you will be back with him..

time to stop dreaming already.. you lost it you paid for it you deserved it.

he will be out of your life totally if not, you will never move on. dont you cry anymore. dont you ever think of or miss him anymore. you got to move on.. you wont see him anymore as path of life are not crossing anymore. you wont see him anymore as you decided to live in a world without any sign or news of him, you are not joining any gatherings anymore. you will not be seeing him at all.

you got to stay strong and live for yourself this time. don't try to please anyone (even though is contradicting)..

you will be fine alone in the world of your own. at least you will not be troubled by this issue anymore. at least you tried but is didnt mean to be. although is the worst way to start a new year with those bad experiences, emotions and feelings. and to feel it all over again. but this time, you should be heart-dead (死心) and get over it..

wake up if not sleep forever and dont wake..