CRS written test..

now at lib using com.. tt zusheng beside mi.. very sian lorz.. haf to wait till 3 for GL meeting to start.. sian 1/2.. hmm.. come sch onli for CRS test onli.. the paper suppose to be 1hr 50min but then i think i use 1hr++ ba.. i even rewrite out lorz.. coz my first draft very untidy.. hmm.. then finish the paper went to fc1 eat wif shuting.. hahax.. finally 1 more module down.. hahax.. 3 more to go.. tt is my semester exam paper le.. tis wk i take 3 paper liao siao.. mon i took ap chem quiz 3 n business chinese then todae is crs written test.. then tml is crs discussion cafe lehz.. hahax.. 4-5hr like tt sia.. can die.. hmm.. then fri no need come sch le.. hahax.. then study at home rot.. no mood to study sia.. meijie n chunpei studying.. then onli i come lib to rot.. hahax.. dun care.. hahax..

'LoSt' mY aP cHem nOtEs..

hmm.. go sch todae for ap chem lesson todae onli.. hmm.. get back our test paper.. i got 30/40.. hahax.. mr lam sae good.. hmm.. then lesson end at 12.. i went to meet meijie.. then we went to foodcourt 3 to find kenny n chunpei.. starting sae wanna eat there de.. dunno end up we all going jurong point.. =x hahax..
reach jurong point.. mj n cp eat long john silver lahz.. hahax.. i nv eat.. then we all play stupid game... hahax.. sae we all muz speak chinese.. who found speaking eng will kena punishment.. hahax.. then end up all buay tahan.. nv play le.. but then cp owe us 2 n kenny owe us 1.. hahax.. then we all walk walk at jurong point lorz.. starting they sae wanna watch movie de.. but then end up we nv watch lahz.. hahax.. we walk quite alot lehz.. hmm.. went to play at toy're us.. hahax.. then we all went to sportlink..world of sprt.. royal sporting hse n stuff.. hahax.. do window shopping lahz.. hahax.. then aft tt we all went back to sch lahz.. bobian.. at 5 got main com meeting.. hahax..
at club lahz.. we all starting sae wanna study de.. but then dunno why lehz.. nv study much.. mi horz.. i 'lost' my notes.. i left in in lt4 lorz.. wahz.. scared mi sia.. i dunno very sad lorz.. hahax.. then i walk back to lt4 then luckily got ppl inside.. then my note was inside.. hahax.. so happie sia.. hahax.. then went back club we all tok tok abit.. dunno how come end up we all play daidee sia.. =x hahax.. then aft meeting we all play poker.. hahax.. very stupid rite.. hahax.. but then bobian lahz.. nothing to do mahz.. then play lorz.. hahax..
hmm.. tml got crs test.. but then dunno wat to do.. nv study or should sae i dun think there is anything for mi to study bahz.. hahax.. no interest lorz.. i think i will finish the paper very early ba.. dunno y.. for class test oso like tt.. very fast finish.. hahax.. mayb got nth to write le bahz.. =) so tml juz go sch to take CRS test.. sian 1/2..

dOne wiF AP cHeM..

hmm... now at sch lib.. hahax.. guess wat i'm doing.. hahax.. slacking.. todae onli got tt mr lam lesson.. hahax.. should sae is test.. come sch juz for 1 hr test.. waste my test rite.. somemore he sae test at 11.. then he got meeting somemore he forget todae we taking our test earlier.. hahax.. i think the paper not very difficult lehz but i think i mix-up all my theory n stuff.. hahax.. i think should be able to pass bahz.. =) hehex..
now slacking n rotting in lib.. damn sian lorz.. juz now play cs.. hahax.. but then i play for 1 hr i buay tahan liao.. i wanna die le sia.. so sian lorz.. then end up now playing miniclip.c0m games.. hahax.. later got business chinese test.. juz let mi take it n be done with it.. hahax.. then at 7+ we will be having our nite-walk trial.. hmm.. should sae walk around the sch at nite to see which area is bright n which area is dark during nite time.. hahax..

nO mOrE aE&e Le.. =)

yeah.. finally over with my ae&e le.. yeah..!! no more ae&e le.. juz hope that i no need forward tis module.. hahax.. but then horz.. todae realli is damn sian lorz.. i'm late for lesson.. hahax.. wake up late todae.. hahax.. then went to lesson at 8.15 like tt.. hahax.. then the lesson finish at 10 like tt.. then mi n ting went to eat at fc1.. then aft tt go to rot at lib.. realli damn sian lorz.. imagine mi n ting actually haf to rot for 7 hrs before taking our ae&e test.. i dun care arhz.. lazy study.. i slp in the lib.. hehex.. then at 3.30 like tt we all go lunch.. hahax.. then aft tt sit at fc2 there chitchat lorz.. meijie meet mi at fc2 then we all tok tok there lorz.. hahax.. dunno how come times pass so fast.. time to go take test at mlt 1 le.. hahax.. i think flung lahz.. wahahax.. realli is dunno how to do lorz.. i write rubbish on the paper lorz.. =x hehex.. dun care lahz.. at least got write something.. mayb got marks.. =) hmm.. then todae song singing session cancel.. then we oso nv go to wlk the nite-walk route.. we make it next week.. hmm.. then aft test.. mi,ting,johnson n ray went to watch talentime.. hahax.. not bad lahz.. some sing not bad lorz.. aft the last song go home liao.. already 9+ liao lorz.. hahax..

CLS 3rd yEaR faReWeLL pArTy..

hmm.. wake up late todae.. hahazx.. nv go to cppa tutorial.. then shuting help mi see my test marks.. hmm.. onli got 35/50.. quite sad lahz.. coz i 'de-prove' instead of improve.. =x hahax.. hmm.. then went to CRS lorz.. todae suppose to haf discussion cafe de.. but then i think everyone not realli prepare lahz.. then dunno how to do the discussion lorz.. then end up teacher sae juz run thru' lorz.. too bad lorz.. hahax.. then we will do our discussion next thurs.. abit sian lorz.. come back to sch on thurs juz for discussion cafe.. hahax..
aft lesson.. mi n ting went to meet james they all for night-walk stuff lahz.. hmm.. then aft that.. mi n ting faster rush down to auditorium to pass them the tape lahz.. then aft tt mi,ting n ray went to fc4 to eat.. hahax.. then aft that come back to help prepare for the farewell thing lorz.. hmm.. i help in plaza de.. so doing all the 'sai gang' de.. hahax.. help carry nad set up table n stuff lorz.. then got song dedication n stuff lahz.. hmm.. then we all set up everything by 3+ le.. then at 3.30 like tt.. mi n johnson went to sport club lahz.. coz todae got the in-trim selection of committee.. then ok lahz.. abit sian + dulan.. hahax.. our gang rite.. got 9 ppl.. got 6 kena position in the main com.. daniel is the in-trim v.president.. mi is the treasurer.. chunpei sectary(i dunno how to spell.. =x) then victor is the welfare head.. yong hua is the publication head n brandon is his assistant.. hmm.. then is like we take almost 1/2 of the main com position already lorz.. but then i feel that the voting is unfair lahz.. 'some' of them there i think is purposely got there make trouble wan lahz.. obvious de lahz.. dun wan sae.. sae liao oso dulan.. hmm.. then johnson suppose to be assistant Q.M de.. but then he sae dun wan.. hmm.. actually i oso thinking now should i take up treasurer tis position anot.. hahax..
then we went back to help out in the farewell aft tt lahz.. hahax.. i think is quite fun lahz.. but then i think for the songs dedication.. hmm.. not gd not gd.. hahax.. quite alot of ppl at the auditorium lorz.. then aft tt.. they haf their refreshment.. then like all going off liao.. hahax.. onli we helpers high.. hahax.. then we all got take photos.. hahax.. then use syaza camera to take alot of funni photo.. hahax.. then i oso got dedicate song to shuting n syaza to wish them happie advanced birthdae.. hehex.. then at 6.45 like tt we start to clear up le lahz.. then we all take stuff to club lorz.. then end up all watch bball n playing bball n toking there lahz.. hmm.. then the final is MM vs DE.. then almost wanna fight liao.. hahax.. then aft that we went to eat at clementi.. hahax.. then on the way home in MRT.. tzehao n qinzheng damn crappy lorz.. hahax.. do all those stupid things n stupid stuff.. hahax..
hmm.. tml got ae&e test le.. muz oso go chiong lahz.. dun wanna forward tis stupid module lorz.. juz let mi get over with tis sia.. hahax.. juz hope that i pass can le.. =) hehex..

fArEweLL pArTy tRiaL..

now at lib doing CRS.. got discussion cafe tml.. sian.. todae will go home very late worz.. coz todae got to try out the whole thingy for farewell party tml.. make sure that everythign run well.. hahax.. but then i onli will go down at 7.30 like tt lahz.. going business chinese later coz thurs got ae&e test then cant go for lesson.. then think will stay till 9+10 ba.. hahax.. sian lehz.. still got ae&e test.. muz study lehz.. but then no time.. sian lahz.. time no enuff.. hahax..

dOnE wItH MIP qUiz..

hmm.. rush to sch at 10+.. hahax.. ting call mi to ask mi rush to sch coz we will be doing photo editing.. then ting sae try to reach asap coz ray will be starting at 11.. hahax.. i onli reach sch at 11.35 like tt.. i think not bad liao lorz.. can reach in 1 hr +.. hmm.. then haben finish study mip.. then try my best to study in train.. but then still cant finish lahz.. hahax.. but then horz.. the quiz is juz mcq lahz.. actually quite easy lahz.. hahax.. waste my time studying so much n so chiong.. hahax.. not bad lahz.. got 46/50.. 2 answers wrong.. hehex.. n finish wif mip n cppa quiz.. still got ae&e n ap chem quiz to go.. faster let mi done wif this ae&e quiz then get over wif this stupid module bahz.. then let mi concentrate on semester exam le.. but then still got club stuff n fo camp thingy to stress..
aft lesson at 3.. mi n ting went to eat.. hahax.. then go lib use com awhile lahz.. then went to do photo editing at 4pm like tt.. hahax.. coz we wait for ray mahz.. then we haf to go off at 5.30 lahz.. coz the lecturer haf to go off at 5.30 lorz.. then mi,ting,johnson n ray go for GM meeting lorz.. then we n ting helping in the night walk.. hahax.. then they decided dates for game trial n captain ball friendly.. hmm.. but then all clash wif my sport club stuff lehz.. sian 1/2 lorz.. hmm.. then dunno how lehz.. but then sport club camp muz put in first place lahz.. coz i main com de somemore GL.. but then i wanna go for captain ball lehz.. but then tt dae got trial.. hmm.. see how lahz.. hahax.. y i given so mani responsibility sia.. main com n gl for sport club fo camp.. then assist in nightwalk for cls camp.. hmmm.. but then nvm lahz.. i oso can let myself rest.. hahax.. when i get bored.. hahax.. will anihow think.. so.. muz let myself busy.. =) hehex..

ceLebRatE mEiJie's 19tH biRtHdAe..

went to sch todae for meeting.. ervin wanna meet us n tell us abt games tour stuff.. ask us to prepare for next games tour lorz.. then tell us wat to do n stuff lahz.. then aft tt we all went to cineleisure.. we went to eat sushi.. hahax.. actually todae we celebrate meijie birthdae de lahz.. then we all eat quite alot.. then ask meijie to eat one of the sushi wif alot of wasabi.. hahax.. then hor.. i break a cup.. =x hahax.. hand slip.. then it drop.. hmm.. then aft we finish wif our sushi.. victor went to meet rhoda.. then chunpei went to meet frenz for project then aft tt then meet us.. then the rest of us(6 of us that include mi,mj,ben,bran,hua n small daniel) went to watch movie.. watch 'lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events'.. hahax.. ok lahz.. the movie not bad lahz.. quite funni oso lahz.. but then ben slp.. then bran n mj oso almost fall aslp.. hahax..
aft movie.. mi,ben,bran,hua n mj walk to PS eat.. small dan went home le.. then cp meet us at PS lorz.. she bought a cake for mj.. hahax.. aft dinner we went to esplanade there.. we each buy a drink there lahz.. hahax.. i abit drunk lahz.. actually is kind of giddy onli.. then every1 like quite high.. hahax.. we play cards.. then oso play truth or dare.. actually all play truth lahz.. then aft tt at 11+ we start to go off lahz.. hahax.. ben manage to get his late train when we reach city hall mrt station.. hahax.. is realli is last train sia.. then mi n hua take toward east side de.. bran took cab home.. then mj n cp nv go off tt early.. they stay back walk walk i think.. hmm.. then mi oso bobian lahz.. my father oso call n scold liao.. then still got mip to study.. hmm.. so haf to go le.. then reach pasir ris at 12.30 like tt.. then took cab home lahz.. actually still got bus 3 de.. but then i lazy to walk home.. then i feel very tired n slpy oso lahz.. hahax..

dOnE witH cPpA qUiZ..

hmm.. onli go sch for 1 hr of mip tutorial.. abit wuliao rite.. hahax.. but then too bad lahz.. coz got cppa quiz at 5 lahz.. so muz go sch lorz.. hmm.. for the quiz horz.. i think can pass lahz.. most probably is can pass lahz.. unless got careless mistake or watever.. hmm.. then todae is calida birthdae.. then we got celebration lahz.. coz todae oso got cls campfire sing song session.. so aft that we got celebration lorz.. then as u noe lahz.. we all very ji siao wan.. hahax.. tease nasir n calida lorz.. hahax.. then play game lorz.. ask them use mouth take out the candle thingy(to hold the candle de) then muz pass to each other.. hahax.. ok lahz.. onli play awhile onli lahz.. hmm.. then aft tt we go clementi for dinner lorz.. hahax.. drink bubbles tea todae.. =) hehex.. finally can drink my passionfruit ice-blended.. hahax.. then we all chitchat there lorz.. chat till 10+11 like that then every1 go home le.. hahax.. got quite alot taking toward east side de.. got mi,wilson,cedric,cindy,peikun,calida n nasir.. hahax.. alot rite.. seldom de.. hehex.. juz reach home onli..

nV gO fOr LeSsOn..

nv go sch todae.. todae onli got ae&e lesson from 8-10am onli.. so mi n ting nv go sch.. hahax.. slp till very late todae coz yesterdae netball training train fitness lorz.. then damn tired n muscle aching.. hmm.. mother came back frm msia yesterdae.. juz come back frm netball umpiring at kallang.. haiz.. very sad lehz.. my umpiring drop till siao lorz.. damn sucky todae lorz.. i like so damn blur lorz.. i think got alot of thing i nv blow then got blow alot of wrong thingy oso.. haiz.. i think i nv umpire for 2 mth le ba.. then todae they call mi umpire the final of civil service game.. haiz.. sad sad.. how.. muz brush up on my umpiring skill liao.. haiz.. tml got cppa test in the evening.. dunno can make it anot.. hahax.. think will juz pass if the paper still ok.. if the paper very difficult horz.. think will flung.. hahax.. later muz study le.. then tml still muz study oso.. hmm.. got alot of work to do..

gOod dAy..

no gems class todae.. so slp abit later todae.. hmm.. then go for mr lam lesson lorz.. then eat alot of rubbish todae.. hahax.. eat alot alot sia.. hahax.. fat le lahz.. hmm.. then during 1 hr break went to lib.. hahax.. i go there slp.. =x hehex.. then go for cppa lesson.. hahax.. todae johnson got bring camera then mi,ting,johnson take alot of photo.. hahax.. slacky rite.. hahax.. lecturer teaching we 3 behind taking photo.. hahax.. then go for mr kong tutorial lorz..
aft tutorial i walk passed cls club.. then saw jian yang inside then tell him cant go for campfire sing song session tml.. then he tell mi change to fri le.. hmm.. but then fri we got cppa test lahz.. so will go late lorz.. hmm.. then i wait till 5.30 to go for business chi coz i not going sch on thurs so go todae lorz.. then between 4+ to 5.30.. i help the publication ppl paint banner.. hehex.. i like painting banner.. dunno y.. hmm.. then got chitchat awhile wif jieying lahz.. tok abt relationship thingy n frenz stuff..
went to business chi.. starting wanna go off at 6 then join jieying they all for dinner.. hahax.. then end up i go off early lahz.. but not bcoz i wan lahz.. is juz that teacher happen to teach the tues class ppl wat she haf taught us last wk le.. then i tell her i go off first lorz.. then go back cls club.. hmm.. then i abit sian.. walk to bball court.. tzehao they all playing bball.. hahax.. i got play awhile lahz.. hahax.. quite weird lahz.. ben tok to mi.. hmm.. we nv tok to each other aft being tease by others.. but then todae we 2 ok le..
we all ate dinner at kfc.. starting wanna go clementi de lehz.. dunno y end up eating at kfc.. then that tze hao horz.. keep bullying mi.. aRghHhh.. hahax.. then we all crap around lorz.. hahax.. then mi,ben,cedric,syaza dunno y end up we 4 discussing abt farewell thingy.. we all in charge of plaza de.. hmm. then discuss abt the lay-out n stuff lorz.. then aft tt go home liao..
met ronnie.. actually is i saw tis familiar back view at tampines alighting.. hahax.. then i saw the side-view then cfm is ronnie then i get down the train n tok to him lorz.. then he ask mi pei him go meet benny lo.. starting i dun wanna go de.. then he lahz.. keep saying i busy ger.. everytime askm i out then i alwayz not free or in msia.. hahax.. then i bobian lahz.. go lorz.. hahax.. then we 3 tok rubbish at the coffee shop there lahz.. hahax.. i long time nv eat at tampines le lehz.. hahax.. study at sp alwayz go clementi eat or go town n stuff.. hahax.. then at 10+11 i go home le.. =) i oso long time nv see tis monkey idiot ronnie liao.. then he still say mi.. sae wat ger 18 yr old liao will change de.. then ask mi when i going change more girlish.. hahax...

i cRy.. =x aBit onLi lAhz..

hmm.. went to sch for 3 hr lesson.. suppose to haf mip test todae.. but then last fri almost the whole class wanna postponed the test.. but then i think is abit wuliao lorz.. mcq onli.. still wanna postponed.. then aft ap chem todae.. mi,ting,johnson went to heeren.. hahax.. johnson sae wanna go to the wallet shop to see whether the wallet he wan got stock anot.. i oso wanna buy wallet.. but then no money.. hahax.. then we went walk walk at heeren lorz.. actually sae wanna take neoprint de.. but then todae holidae.. too mani sch kids liao.. then we all end up nv take lahz.. then we went to dcp shop... =x opps.. hahax.. actually is wan johnson to go in wan lorz. but then he paiseh lahz.. coz xiqin inside working.. hahax.. aft that we walk to far east to take bus back to sch..
reach sch at 5+.. got GM meeting at 5pm todae de.. but then purposely wan late de lahz.. no mood.. =x aniwae i meet meijie first coz she wanna pass mi stuff.. then aft that then mi,ting and johnson go for the meeting lorz.. johnson n ting got contribute idea for games lahz.. onli mi.. haiz.. dunno wat wrong wif mi lahz.. no mood at all.. then see le meijie write mi the card.. then see le.. start to think alot lorz.. i dunno y lahz.. then ray sae a simple sentence to mi.. then i cry le.. =x hahax.. onli abit lahz.. i hold the tears for very very long le.. although i nv cry alot.. but at least i still better lahz.. although onli cry abit.. hahax.. i think i scared ting and ray ba.. hahax.. sorrie ppl.. but then sometime i keep it inside mi for too long le.. juz let it out abit lorz..
i dunno wat wrong wif mi lahz.. my mind is juz him n him.. everything abt him.. like everything oso can link to him lorz.. but there is onli the presence of 'her' in his eyes.. i wanna live normally.. dun wanna get emotional so easily.. since we cant be frenz.. then let mi hide my feeling for you ba.. frm todae onward.. i wun show ani feeling for you.. juz hope that we can be normal fren.. i muz be strong.. can let ray sae mi.. although i strong outside.. but then i can cry easily.. =x ok.. frm todae onward.. i should put relationship to one side.. let mi concentrate on my studies.. netball.. n club stuff bahz.. juz hope that i can realli put you to 1 side..

rOt aT hOmE..

hmm.. wake up at 1pm todae.. hahax.. first time sia.. i haben been slping till so late le.. for tis sem.. i haf been like waking up in the morning.. then travel down to sch.. there is like hardly a dae where i can slp till so late lorz.. hahax.. and.. i am tired le lahz.. realli tired of the travelling time.. i oso tired of life now.. actually todae is suppose to meet chunpei they all for movie de.. but then i nv go lahz.. partly is bcoz i no money le.. then the other reason is i kind of tired lorz.. then dun feel like going out lahz.. so i rot at home todae lorz.. =) although is quite sian but then i think i got enough rest le.. for tis sem i haf been like going home late then slp at late nite.. then wake up early in the morning.. alwayz feel very slpy in class.. like wat ting sae.. i muz let myself rest lorz.. but then i noe myself lahz.. i cannot let myself rest alot de.. once i got time to rest or feel very bored.. i will think of stuff.. hahax.. then will turn moody le.. so better keep myself busy although will feel tired lahz.. ppl may be wondering y i so active in sp ba.. hahax.. the main reason is i cant let myself rest lorz.. i got too much things in my mind le.. so keeping myself busy will let mi not haf time to think..
haiz.. i think alot todae.. hahax.. wanted to cry but i nv.. ^_^ i getting stronger each dae le.. hahax.. i think of the dae mi n him haf lorz.. then think abt now the relationship i haf with him.. haiz.. make mi very sad lorz.. so happen that yesterdae mi,shuting and johnson was chatting.. then johnson sae abt his love life thingy.. then make mi think abt it oso.. haiz.. then todae i realli wanna sms him de.. but i yesterdae already tell shuting n johnson that i wun msg him for the time being lorz.. i dun wanna trouble him.. if we realli cant be frenz le.. then i cant blame lorz.. is fate.. everything leave it to fate.. haiz.. sad arhz.. haiz.. if he dun even treat mi as fren le.. wat for still go find him n disturb him.. let him be wat he is n i be wat m i.. mayb 1 day he ill find out.. actually during tis period of time.. i haf been liking him alot.. love cant be force.. tis.. everyone haf to believe bahz.. i will still carry on with my life.. without him.. maybe i can get stronger.. i muz learn how to handle stuff myself.. i did write letter for him.. but in the end i nv gif it to him.. i dun haf the courage to do so.. but after writing it even nv gif it to him.. i feel better.. coz i write out wat i feel.. so everything wun be inside mi.. there is too much things in my mind now.. but i juz dun wanna let myself haf time to think abt it.. so i muz study,play netball or invlove in club events so i wun be free to think.. when i think is the right time then mayb i shall tell him my feeling ba.. but now isn't the time.. so ppl.. let enjoy life k.. ahax.. muz study hard le.. life still go on.. and exam is coming le.. muz jiayou le.. for those that exams is coming.. jiayou k.. =)

wEnt tO sUbordiNatE cOuRt..

late for ap chem prac todae.. hahax.. i wake up late then rush out frm hse.. then when waiting for cab to take to tanah merah.. i realise i forget to bring my fone out.. i faster run home to get it lorz.. i cant live without my handphone lorz.. then aft lesson at 1.. mi,shuting and johnson went to sport club to slack till 2.. then we went to dover mrt station to meet our gems class frenz n tutor.. we going to subordinate court.. hahax.. we go there explore and go there listen to how it is like inside the court lorz.. then we waited very long lorz.. mi n johnson slp.. hahax.. then the court we went in is juz to listen to the judge onli.. ok lahz.. i think is a nice experience lorz..
we rush back to sch for farewell event meeting.. mr ho hold the meeting lahz.. then the meeting last for quite awhile lahz.. then aft that we go for campfire song singing session.. then ok lahz.. did manage to get abit high lahz.. but then at 7 like tt all go off liao.. hmm.. that tze hao horz.. realli like johnson lim[sec sch fren] lehz.. i see him hor like got alot of things to tell him.. but then too bad.. he is not johnson[my didi in sec sch].. i always tell johnson my problems de.. so when i see tze hao rite.. got the feeling inside mi lorz.. wanna tell him everything lahz.. tze hao is realli a nice frenz.. shuting oso sae he is johnson lim look alike.. =x hahax.. he also like my laopa[kiap] cannot stand still de.. muz keep moving de lorz.. dun understand why sia..
juz chat wif ronnie tan.. haiz.. tell him my love problem.. we long time nv chat liao.. then ask mi update him.. hahax.. i realise something.. i become weaker le.. ronnie sae the yenwei that he noe is very jian qiang[strong] wan.. but compared to sec sch.. now i will cry easily.. rather lorz.. my emotion is controlling mi lorz.. but i think now better le.. i did manage to hold my tears for 1 wk le.. let see how well my eyes are to hold my tears.. hahax.. i wanna get back to independent life lorz.. i wan to be the last time mi.. the very strong inside n outside de.. i dun wanna be strong outside but weak inside.. =(
i like tis quote : "Two people can just be friends, but at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever!" tis do describe my feeling now.. i dunno lahz.. i do hope that i can hide my feeling for you lorz.. i do hope that you dunno i like you.. so that we can be good frenz.. but i oso noe.. if you happen to noe that i like you.. you will start to avoid mi.. n i will oso lose a fren.. which i dun wan to.. i noe i cant afford to lose you.. may now onli.. or maybe forever.. i dunno.. so juz stick with wat we are now even tot we dun tok much already...

CLS fO cAmP mEeTiNg..

hmm.. went for cls fo camp meeting todae.. hmm.. got quite alot of ppl lorz.. hmm.. then isaac brief us abt fo camp thingy n separate us into different groups.. then mi,shuting and eng tat all in GM n helpers de.. then johnson kena medic.. hahax.. he kind of sad lahz.. eh.. coz medic not realli that active lahz.. then GL got weixin,syaza,jieying,cindy and calida.. then for guys got yiwei,tzehao,nasir,daniel and aaron.. hmm.. GM got like 50 over ppl lorz.. we are the biggest grp.. hehex..
todae training cancel.. coz we all tot the DE ppl onli will use the courts till 6pm.. but then jane sae they book till 8.30.. then too bad lorz.. no training.. then huixian sae wanna change to thurs.. but then alot cannot make it.. hmm.. but then i think we all not bad liao lahz.. mi,meijie,chunpei,rhoda,marianna and elaine went for a run.. we run 1 big round outside SP.. i think is a good run lorz.. we ran quite fast lorz.. i run quite fast lahz.. that wan meijie they all sae.. but then i juz maintaining my speed onli lahz.. not everytime can run that fast lorz.. after the run we went to bball court to play awhile nball lahz.. then aft tt went to bath then eat le go home..
i found a new way to let myself cool down.. eh.. i last time alwayz eat chocolate.. or eat alot of snacks to make myself happie if my mood not good or i'm sad.. then todae.. i make myself run fast then sweat lorz.. is a better way actually.. can make myself feel better oso.. although tis way wun solve my problems.. but at least.. i feel better after the run...

pAsS aP cHeM lE.. =)

got back my ap chem test result le.. hehex.. pass.. 31/40.. not bad lahz.. hahax.. but then i think tis will be the last test that i will score well le.. next wk got mip test n cppa test.. i think i going to flung them lorz.. i haben been listening to lesson lorz.. hahax.. dunno lahz.. muz study le.. hahax.. tml got cls fo camp meeting at the afternoon. hahax.. sian 1/2.. still got ae&e graph to do.. then thurs still muz hand in my mip formal report le.. n the graph lorz.. die lahz.. haiz.. then still got sport club de camp thingy.. the f&b thingy still not done yet.. muz tell ah hua by tis wk lorz.. then tis wk got water handball event in sch.. but then the respond like not very good lehz.. hmm...

sEntOsA tRip..!

hmm.. left chalet at 8+.. then we all went to retrn our bikes then went to mac to haf breakfast lahz.. then aft breakfast.. mi,cp,mj took cab to harbourfront coz if we take bus then change to mrt.. we will be very late lorz.. then end up we reach there at 9.50 like tt.. but chunpei frenz are late lahz.. hmm.. then we sat at the interchange there tok tok lorz.. then suddenly a person swing a ball in front of mi.. hahax.. is ben.. he pass mi my vball lahz.. they all were at the coffee shop there lorz.. then onli aft sometime then they all realise is mi lahz.. hahax.. then when cp frenz reach.. we tok bus into sentosa lorz.. we went to palawan beach lahz we went to the opposite island there to sun-tanned.. but then the weather not good at all lorz.. got sun awhile then cloudy.. then oso got rain lorz.. then so nice that cedric they all were juz directly opposite us.. hahax.. as usual.. i kena tease lahz.. then at 12+ i think.. isaac they all swim over.. ask mi n my frenz over to play captain ball lahz.. but then we all onli wanna come here to tanned lorz.. i oso dun wan go over de.. but i noe if i dun go over.. i will die lorz. let them 'suan' until i buay tahan liao le lorz..
then at there we onli play awhile captain ball lahz.. coz it started to rain.. sian 1/2 lorz.. cheated mi over then doing nth much.. =x hahax.. but then ok lahz.. at least we did play lahz.. but then i think horz.. frm todae onward horz.. mi n that benjamin[ben] quek wun tok much le.. coz for nth we 2 kena put together n kena tease.. think to avoid horz.. we 2 cant even tok like a normal fren.. hahax.. then we got bury isaac oso lahz.. onli will his head out.. =x hehex.. then we got take alot of photo oso.. then mi n johnson take alot of photo lahz.. hahax.. fun fun.. then i knock my head.. still swollen.. then ray n jie ying all help mi rub my head lorz.. but then realli is damn pain lahz.. touch it softly still can feel the pain lorz.. haiz.. dun ask mi why i knock.. hahax.. dun wanna sae.. hahax.. damn pain lahz..
aft bath we went to harbourfront centre to eat lahz.. then at 7+ all sae wanna go home liao coz nth to do.. onli johnson n cedric wanna play pool.. others all dun wan.. then dunno why we all end up taking photo again.. hahax.. i tok alot of picture oso.. hahax.. take wif everyone there.. hahax.. then at 8+ we all went off.. but then we all end up sitting at the stair there again.. taking foto.. hahax.. coz we wait for johnson to go toilet.. then end up we sit down there tok tok awhile.. then aft tt then we all take train.. onli i 1 person tok train back to east side lahz.. as usual.. onli i 1 person live in east side.. sian 1/2.. then johnson,jieying,ben,ben(2 ben) took the train toward west side de.. then ray,cedric n arron nv drop off wif us at outram..
haiz.. actuall y quite siad de lehz.. johnson n mi the same thing.. hahax.. heart ache.. xin tong.. hahax.. opps... =x haiz.. noe abt wat lahz.. still got wat can make ppl sad.. onli love problem lorz.. but then i try to hide inside mi lahz.. dun wanna show it out.. but then mayb wat ray sae is rite.. i can cry easily.. yup.. tis i agree.. hahax.. i strong outside but then weak inside.. but then i try to force myself not to cry in front of everyone lahz.. hahax.. although i noe the guy i like wun like mi.. hahax.. like wat johnson going to do.. he going to wait for the ger he like.. i think i oso going to wait for the guy i like.. although i nv tell him i like him.. which i dun intend to.. but.. i juz wanna remain fren wif him lahz.. which i dunno whether still can anot lorz.. haiz.. duno lahz.. dun wanna think abt it le..

sOciaL eVeNt..

hmm.. now at ah hua hse.. hahax.. suppose to be at costa sand chalet at east coast.. but then we went nite cycling.. go to geylang to eat lorz.. we ate 'dou jiang you tiao' hehex.. i think is nice lahz.. hmm.. haben been blogging tis wk.. quite busi for tis wk.. got 2 frendly match tis wk.. tues wif united world college(UWC).. then thurs friendly wif llab10 ppl.. i think we play not bad lahz.. hahax.. i was late for training on thurs.. went to woodlands to buy vball.. hahax.. coz todae we going sentosa to tan.. =) hehex.. wanna be indian liao.. wahahahax.. but then is going wif chunpei n meijie they all.. but t hen cls ppl will oso be there lahz.. going to celebrate issac birthdae.. but then i oso go there pei johnson lahz.. see him so kelian(johnson: see tis part muz be happie horz.. see no shuting i pei u..!) hahax... dun wan type liao.. tml go tanned go there slp oso.. hahax.. i bough bikini.. =x hahax..