stupid & silly.. i noe i'm..

...The 21st day without dear dear by my side...
没有你在身边的第 21 天
分手的第 6 天


i guess i'm just stupid n silly ba.. i dunno.. i noe wat i wan but i noe it will never happen again.. i noe i love u i should haf let u go.. i'm trying.. trying very hard for this few days.. this few days haf been my most terrible days in my life.. i think is realli when u got happiness then when u lost it.. u will feel the pain more than ever.. i noe nothing will happen in the future.. i realli trying to make u hate mi so that i can let myself hate u but i realise i cant.. the love is always taking control.. i noe i haf to let go.. i noe i need to grow up n get out of this.. i'm trying.. i'm realli is.. i will let it be a good memories instead of letting mi suffer.. i need times.. i noe i can let go of u 1 day de.. i noe i can.. but is just cant for now..

my heart will realli ache when i think of us. even though how much i hope we can start all over again, u already dun love mi le. my heart realli ache.. the feeling is realli very painful. aching feeling is so terrible. Love actually hurt when things dun turn out the way u wan. but Love can be sweet when things is going the way u wan.. when there is no love.. then u wun feel hurt coz u nv feel the sweetness from the start. but already love le then will feel the hurt.. none of us wan this ending de.. if things can start all over again.. i wun let tis happen but there is no chance to start all over again le.. haiz.. i'm a silly ger.. silly silly.. guess love make one blind.. make one silly.. but 1 day the person will wake up from the dream.. waiting for the day to come ba.. i still live in my dream being a silly ger.. i dun mind u dun love i dun mind it at all.. as long as i can stay by ur side as long as i love u.. that is enough le.. i noe i sound silly.. i guess i'm just silly ba.. haiz.. wait for the day i wake up totally from this dream..

如果爱一个人要问值不值得... 那... 就不是爱一个人了....

erase all the bad memories.. wat left will be all the good memories that we share.. good n bad memories stay but dun think abt the bad ones.. think of the good time that u share with ur another half.. that will make u feel better n feel her importance.. that is wat one of my friend tell mi.. dunno how true it can it.. but hope ppl r left with good memories instead of always thinking of the bad side.. soon.. u will think thru' n sort out ur thoughts.. mayb is true mayb is not true for some ppl.. once hurt once disppointed once dishearted.. they can nv think of the good times coz onli the bad time will stay.. dunno.. dun wanna think so much oso..


13 days to revision week. 22 days to 1st exam paper. 32 days to last exam paper.
35 days to bAcK tO SiNgApOrE ...
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