i mAdE tHiS dEciSioN.. nO rEgRets..
...The 22nd day without dear dear by my side...
没有你在身边的第 22 天
i make the decision le.. i make the decision to be with him even though i noe he dun love mi le.. i noe i'm stubborn stupid silly watever u guys can think of mi.. i realli dun mind he dun love mi.. as long as i can be with him n i love him.. that is more than enough le.. ppl might be thinking y i so thick skin still stick to a guy when the guy dun love mi le.. i noe i'm.. but i just cant let go.. i noe he willing to be with me n gif mi the status might be bcoz he oso got no feeling le.. he is just helping mi or mayb is pity mi onli.. he just wan mi to do well in my studies n wan mi to carry on living coz he noe i will do silly things. i noe i make him very irritated n i noe i make him hate mi.. i dunno y during the last few days i realli try means n ways to make him hate mi to core so that i can hate him too.. but i just cant.. haiz.. onli he will hate mi n feel nothing abt mi except kan bu qi wo.. i cant even bring myself to hate him or dislike him.. i dunno y.. i guess i already sink in too deeply le.. i noe i drag on tis oso wun haf good ending but i just hope i can be with him.. that is enough le.. it will be more than enough le.. even if we r a couple without love but onli with status.. i dun mind.. i realli dun mind he dun love mi.. i noe 1 day he might fall for another ger i noe 1 day he will get sick n tired with this "status" thing.. i noe 1 day he will get me out of his life.. i noe.. i noe how much he wan mi to disappear from his life.. i noe.. i realli noe.... but just let mi be with him.. as long as i love him i'm with him.. that is enough le.. i dun wan anything more n i dun hope n i wun get anything more le.. but is enough to mi le.. as long as i can spent my days with him.. as long as he treat mi as a "gf" n meet mi n talk to mi even as a friend.. that is enough le.. i dun mind loving a guy which dun love mi.. it realli doesn't matter.. i'm not a ger that onli need love from u.. i realli love u as u not bcoz u love mi or i wan ur love that y i love u.. i dunno tis will drag for how long.. i noe u will hate mi for life.. i noe u realli disappointed in mi.. i noe u will nv love mi ever again.. i noe.. but it doesnt matter to mi le.. i sorry that i hurt u but can u just let mi be at ur side.. i dun mind just meet u once in awhile then sms abit.. i dun mind how u treat mi.. even u dun hold my hand even u dun hug mi even u dun kiss mi or even u dun love mi.. it realli doesn't matter.. i just wanna be with u.. that is enough le.. just let mi love u can le.. i guess u realli hate mi for my selfish-ness but realli thank you for my unreasonable request.. i realli nv regret making this choice.. i realli nv.. mayb many of u r thinking that i just cant let go i just lost my mind or i getting depression that y i make tis decision n i will regret de.. but for now i can onli sae i nv regret.. i dun wanna go n think of wat others say le.. zhi yao wo neng zai ni sheng bian ai ni na jiu gou le.. ni bu xu yao ai wo.. wo ai ni jiu zu gou le.. i dunno will u regret to agree to my request.. i duno is it bcoz u realli feel nth that y whether the status is there or not is no different to u.. i dunno will u realli let us be this way till when or mayb once i complete my studies u will leave mi le but i realli dun mind just love u onli.. i realli dun mind i be ur gf that onli i love u.. i realli dun mind.. i dunno wat wrong with mi but i realli love u alot alot..
dun scold him or blame him.. he nv did anything wrong is i ask him to patch with mi de.. i request for it de.. i tell him i just hope we can be a couple.. i noe ppl will hate mi for sticking to him n dun let him go.. i noe.. i noe when i return to sg alot of ppl will look down on mi.. alot of his friends will treat mi like y i so thick skin n stick to him.. alot of ppl will sae i realli hopeless le.. haiz.. i dunno n i dun wanna care abt tis.. i realli love him.. that all..
12 days to revision week. 21 days to 1st exam paper. 31 days to last exam paper.
34 days to bAcK tO SiNgApOrE ...
你还会等我吗？ 你会在等我吗？？
没有你在身边的第 22 天
i make the decision le.. i make the decision to be with him even though i noe he dun love mi le.. i noe i'm stubborn stupid silly watever u guys can think of mi.. i realli dun mind he dun love mi.. as long as i can be with him n i love him.. that is more than enough le.. ppl might be thinking y i so thick skin still stick to a guy when the guy dun love mi le.. i noe i'm.. but i just cant let go.. i noe he willing to be with me n gif mi the status might be bcoz he oso got no feeling le.. he is just helping mi or mayb is pity mi onli.. he just wan mi to do well in my studies n wan mi to carry on living coz he noe i will do silly things. i noe i make him very irritated n i noe i make him hate mi.. i dunno y during the last few days i realli try means n ways to make him hate mi to core so that i can hate him too.. but i just cant.. haiz.. onli he will hate mi n feel nothing abt mi except kan bu qi wo.. i cant even bring myself to hate him or dislike him.. i dunno y.. i guess i already sink in too deeply le.. i noe i drag on tis oso wun haf good ending but i just hope i can be with him.. that is enough le.. it will be more than enough le.. even if we r a couple without love but onli with status.. i dun mind.. i realli dun mind he dun love mi.. i noe 1 day he might fall for another ger i noe 1 day he will get sick n tired with this "status" thing.. i noe 1 day he will get me out of his life.. i noe.. i noe how much he wan mi to disappear from his life.. i noe.. i realli noe.... but just let mi be with him.. as long as i love him i'm with him.. that is enough le.. i dun wan anything more n i dun hope n i wun get anything more le.. but is enough to mi le.. as long as i can spent my days with him.. as long as he treat mi as a "gf" n meet mi n talk to mi even as a friend.. that is enough le.. i dun mind loving a guy which dun love mi.. it realli doesn't matter.. i'm not a ger that onli need love from u.. i realli love u as u not bcoz u love mi or i wan ur love that y i love u.. i dunno tis will drag for how long.. i noe u will hate mi for life.. i noe u realli disappointed in mi.. i noe u will nv love mi ever again.. i noe.. but it doesnt matter to mi le.. i sorry that i hurt u but can u just let mi be at ur side.. i dun mind just meet u once in awhile then sms abit.. i dun mind how u treat mi.. even u dun hold my hand even u dun hug mi even u dun kiss mi or even u dun love mi.. it realli doesn't matter.. i just wanna be with u.. that is enough le.. just let mi love u can le.. i guess u realli hate mi for my selfish-ness but realli thank you for my unreasonable request.. i realli nv regret making this choice.. i realli nv.. mayb many of u r thinking that i just cant let go i just lost my mind or i getting depression that y i make tis decision n i will regret de.. but for now i can onli sae i nv regret.. i dun wanna go n think of wat others say le.. zhi yao wo neng zai ni sheng bian ai ni na jiu gou le.. ni bu xu yao ai wo.. wo ai ni jiu zu gou le.. i dunno will u regret to agree to my request.. i duno is it bcoz u realli feel nth that y whether the status is there or not is no different to u.. i dunno will u realli let us be this way till when or mayb once i complete my studies u will leave mi le but i realli dun mind just love u onli.. i realli dun mind i be ur gf that onli i love u.. i realli dun mind.. i dunno wat wrong with mi but i realli love u alot alot..
dun scold him or blame him.. he nv did anything wrong is i ask him to patch with mi de.. i request for it de.. i tell him i just hope we can be a couple.. i noe ppl will hate mi for sticking to him n dun let him go.. i noe.. i noe when i return to sg alot of ppl will look down on mi.. alot of his friends will treat mi like y i so thick skin n stick to him.. alot of ppl will sae i realli hopeless le.. haiz.. i dunno n i dun wanna care abt tis.. i realli love him.. that all..
12 days to revision week. 21 days to 1st exam paper. 31 days to last exam paper.
34 days to bAcK tO SiNgApOrE ...
你还会等我吗？ 你会在等我吗？？
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