JIAYOU ! ! !
...The 23rd day without dear dear by my side...
没有你在身边的第 23 天
slpt for onli 2+3 hrs today.. slpt at 5am in the morning then wake up at 7 plus 8 to bath then go sch for 9am lesson.. OMG.. i'm so tired.. but then when lesson ended at 2pm i'm so happy.. 1 day of lessons haf ended can go home le.. wanted to slp de but then reach home then dun feel like slping le =x haha.. then finish 1 of my result sheet which need to submit tml de.. then still got quite a number of stuff to rush finish coz most of the things deadline is next week coz next week is the last sch week before 1 week of revision week then start exam le.. OMG.. dunno y is so near le but then like still haben realli prepared yet.. wasted my 1 wk due to some personal problems n emotion problems n some mental break down n some depression blah blah blahz.. feeling better now coz noe when faster finish my work then can start revising my work le.. quite looking forward to exam coz aft that can go back home le.. realli miss singapore alot.. but then dun look forward to exam coz scare fail =x haha.. but then nvm.. my friend sae de "study motto: as long as u try ur best le then is good enough le" haha that mean mayb u nv score well but then u noe u work hard can le.. haha.. guess those come overseas study de thinking is the same =x haha..
u once sae before if i can prove to u that i did not wanna give up so easily on our relationship n i realli study hard n i realli show to u that i've grow up instead of still being the childish selfish ger.. u might think of giving us another chance.. but then u sae my result is the onli things to prove to u how much i wan this relationship n how importance is our relationship to me to make mi work hard.. but then i noe u sae it coz u wan mi to study hard.. u might not haf the meaning at all coz i noe u dun wan tis relationship le.. although i realli hope u will tell mi u realli mean it de.. but then.. i will still work hard de.. is not bcoz i wan u to love mi again but then is i wanna haf a gd degree.. could there be a bonus with mi..? i guess no ba.. or mayb "wat will happen in the future i dunno" or mayb "no.. totally no feel le" but then.. it doesn't matter to mi now whether u love mi anot.. i noe i haf to work hard.. bcoz i dun wanna disappoint ppl who put high hope on mi.. i haf to work hard coz i wanna prove to u i grow up.. i wanna work hard to let ppl to be proud of mi =x hehe.. although i keep telling myself dun treat wat u say as real but since it can motivate mi to study even harder then why not just "believe" it even though u dun have the meaning of getting back with mi at all de.. haha.. dunno.. work hard ba.. jiayou !! GAMBATE !! choose to believe n work hard toward a imaginary dream [a dream whereby u tell mi u love mi, realise my changes & wanna be with mi n love mi] =) is good to haf dreams n work hard toward it rather than there is no dream.. haha.. my stupid theory again.. haha.. JIAYOU ! ! ! i hope someday i'll be able to touch ur heart again with the real mi the mi that had change to be better the mi that is not selfish anymore.. mayb not now mayb not in the future.. mayb never.. haiz.. but then just work hard n be happie.. other things in the future then sae.. leave it to fate to decide.. be happie now.. YEAH YEAH YEAH !!! WORK HARD !!!
11 days to revision week. 20 days to 1st exam paper. 30 days to last exam paper.
33 days to bAcK tO SiNgApOrE ...
你还会等我吗？ 你会在等我吗？？
没有你在身边的第 23 天
slpt for onli 2+3 hrs today.. slpt at 5am in the morning then wake up at 7 plus 8 to bath then go sch for 9am lesson.. OMG.. i'm so tired.. but then when lesson ended at 2pm i'm so happy.. 1 day of lessons haf ended can go home le.. wanted to slp de but then reach home then dun feel like slping le =x haha.. then finish 1 of my result sheet which need to submit tml de.. then still got quite a number of stuff to rush finish coz most of the things deadline is next week coz next week is the last sch week before 1 week of revision week then start exam le.. OMG.. dunno y is so near le but then like still haben realli prepared yet.. wasted my 1 wk due to some personal problems n emotion problems n some mental break down n some depression blah blah blahz.. feeling better now coz noe when faster finish my work then can start revising my work le.. quite looking forward to exam coz aft that can go back home le.. realli miss singapore alot.. but then dun look forward to exam coz scare fail =x haha.. but then nvm.. my friend sae de "study motto: as long as u try ur best le then is good enough le" haha that mean mayb u nv score well but then u noe u work hard can le.. haha.. guess those come overseas study de thinking is the same =x haha..
u once sae before if i can prove to u that i did not wanna give up so easily on our relationship n i realli study hard n i realli show to u that i've grow up instead of still being the childish selfish ger.. u might think of giving us another chance.. but then u sae my result is the onli things to prove to u how much i wan this relationship n how importance is our relationship to me to make mi work hard.. but then i noe u sae it coz u wan mi to study hard.. u might not haf the meaning at all coz i noe u dun wan tis relationship le.. although i realli hope u will tell mi u realli mean it de.. but then.. i will still work hard de.. is not bcoz i wan u to love mi again but then is i wanna haf a gd degree.. could there be a bonus with mi..? i guess no ba.. or mayb "wat will happen in the future i dunno" or mayb "no.. totally no feel le" but then.. it doesn't matter to mi now whether u love mi anot.. i noe i haf to work hard.. bcoz i dun wanna disappoint ppl who put high hope on mi.. i haf to work hard coz i wanna prove to u i grow up.. i wanna work hard to let ppl to be proud of mi =x hehe.. although i keep telling myself dun treat wat u say as real but since it can motivate mi to study even harder then why not just "believe" it even though u dun have the meaning of getting back with mi at all de.. haha.. dunno.. work hard ba.. jiayou !! GAMBATE !! choose to believe n work hard toward a imaginary dream [a dream whereby u tell mi u love mi, realise my changes & wanna be with mi n love mi] =) is good to haf dreams n work hard toward it rather than there is no dream.. haha.. my stupid theory again.. haha.. JIAYOU ! ! ! i hope someday i'll be able to touch ur heart again with the real mi the mi that had change to be better the mi that is not selfish anymore.. mayb not now mayb not in the future.. mayb never.. haiz.. but then just work hard n be happie.. other things in the future then sae.. leave it to fate to decide.. be happie now.. YEAH YEAH YEAH !!! WORK HARD !!!
11 days to revision week. 20 days to 1st exam paper. 30 days to last exam paper.
33 days to bAcK tO SiNgApOrE ...
你还会等我吗？ 你会在等我吗？？
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